I just did a dumb thing. I went to my high school website alumni website to look at photos from my brother's 20 year high school reunion. He wasn't there, of course. But all his friends were, and I am in tears looking at them and wishing Jackson could have been there. Ugh. Why did I do that to myself?
I look at his friends, and see how they've aged. I wonder, yet again, how he would look now too. He should've been there. Dammit.
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So sorry! Eight months ago my aunt was given six months to live. She isn't gone yet, and I already miss her dearly.
I do know the pain. I look at photos of our Michael and think he should be just getting married, having babies, going to college, anything but where he is. Why him? There were three kids in that car. Why did he have to be the one? I wouldn't wish the horror or loss on the other families, but why my family?
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